I love them so much. I'm speaking of my boys of course. It's like nothing I have ever experienced. Steven and I marvel at it sometimes. It truly is like looking through rose colored glasses. They are so beautiful, unique and special. I see all of them- every little vulnerability. The universe really did give me a gift when it gave me them. I'm learning how powerful love can really be and I'm thankful for it everyday. I'm trying my best to afford myself and Steven the same space and love that I give them but that is a much harder task.

Today I looked across the aisle of the plane and saw Sayer. The way the light skimmed his face was one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. This quick shot doesn't do it justice. Try as I might, the camera doesn't see him quite like I do.